How old are you?
I'm 17.
How long have you been 17?
...awhile

i can't say no to hanging out with my best friend...but after today, i just wanna be alone...especially all things considered...

Dedicated to the one
I'll always love
The one who really messed me up

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU

and yet i love you at the same time...

oh good. i could TOTALLY use that to my advantage :) *evil thoughts*

i don't want to talk to you.i don't want to talk to you.i don't want to talk to you.

but i do. Soooooooooo much.

BLAH

DIE

:(

Today I told my secret to 4 of my close friends.

Also, I realised that 3 of my best friends are British.

For the second day in a row, I attempted to put my shampoo on my face instead of my hair...

"you 2 timing brit!" gotta love wizards of waverly place!

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! Finally, after 3 months of creeping and dreaming and wondering and waiting. I get something. Something more. Finally. I love Naomi. Good thing that I really don't care anymore. Actually really glad that it took this long.

major buzzkill.......

pretty sure i just died a little on the inside. and yet i'm smiling. what's wrong with me?

Honestly afraid of what this weekend will bring, more afraid of my creeping after this weekend. its been that 72 days now. damn. it's really been that long? doesn't seem like it, time is weird...=/ hopefully he can keep me happy all weekend.

i haven't heard from you in over 24 hours

i need to fix my creeping problems. lol.

i guess i'll just stop telling people stuff

i think that i will have to completely torture myself before this can get any better...

possibilities

Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time?
Is it possible to never lose feelings for someone?
How is it possible for it to take so much longer to get over someone whom you were only with for 3 months rather than 8?!?
I'm so confuzzled.
If Emily reads this she better not say anything to anyone please. Just thoughts.
p.s. what is with me and British people?!

i'm not a creeper....
ooohhhh fuckkkkk

now what do i do

fml

alright this has GOT to stop.
someone pleaseeee slap me tomorrow.

BLEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
='(

hey
fuck
my
life

bleh
i hate ppl sometimes

"drama makes the world go around"
maybe...

apparently i can't post stuff on twitter anymore without people telling people and people freakin out

heylo to my one friend who reads this.
so i think im going to temporarily stop posting on facebook and twitter, dont worry im still alive. I did something real stupid tonight, eyes opened up, and im breaking myself off temporarily... if you read this, and anyone happens to ask, let them know.

if your saying that shit, you must not be my true friend

Crappy mood. Wanna put that on twitter but can't.