"Saying nothing…sometimes says the most"

I will NEVER be as good as her.
I will never compare.
She will always be the best.
I am nothing.
I will always be jealous.
She wins. everything.

Life is a journey constantly turning down an unknown path

I wonder if guardian angels cry
When they see it all played out
And as they stand with their hands tied
Oh, do they cry out loud
It's not suppose to go like that

It's over.

:(

Called it.

I knew that would happen again.
:)
<3

You know the answer.
You will always know the answer.
You will always know the answer because the answer will never change.

I use punctuation in excess when I'm not sure where I stand.

accurate

Cross the Line If you feel you're losing the love of your life to your best friend and losing your best friend to high school.

I'm such a horrible person.

Dear John,

I just don't understand.
Less than a month ago, you promised we would stay best friends.
Then everything changed. Why does everything always have to change?
You don't treat me like a best friend. I'm barely treated like a friend half the time.
I just try to talk to you because you're the only friend I even want to talk to, but you just never seem to want to talk to me. How do you think I feel? How am I supposed to feel? Of course I'm upset; I can't help it. You promised. I thought it was real. I trusted you. Now I feel like I can't even speak to you, ever. I don't have anyone left. You were the only best friend who hadn't abandoned me, and now what do I do? I'm only fighting so hard because: You were the best best friend I had, I care about you more than anyone, and I love you.
I just want to start over. Erase the past month. I want to go back to how it used to be, before I messed up.
Please. Be my friend again. I need you. You keep me alive. You can keep me sane. You can make me happy.

You showed that you cared Or at least I thought you did...You stopped showing that you care...

i blame...

For a second, I thought you actually wanted to talk to me.
Now it just seems like you hate me again.

It's not.
You're wrong.
I have a gut feeling about this. I know I'm right.
Please. Stay.

I don't know if that actually changed anything.

I've cried everyday for more than a week.

Come back, come back, come back to me like
You could, you could if you just said you’re sorry
I know that we could work it out somehow
But if this was a movie, you’d be here right now

I feed off of attention.
I feed off of love.

I need attention, love, care, great friends, support.

I'm not getting this anymore. That's the main problem.

It just needs to end

All of it.

I can't believe I did that.
I hate myself.
I'm crying so much.
Please kill me.
I love you, I'm sorry.

Every time I talk to you now, it's a test. A test to see if you care. A test to see if you wanna stay friends.

Apparently you don't care.
Apparently you don't want to be friends.

I just edited a tumblr post 4 times in less than 5 minutes
I care too much
about
YOU