OH did I mention I'm slowly, but surely, losing what I thought was my best friend. I can't even be best friends her because of *stuff* ---
=(
reallllyyyy sucks
thanks to --- i really have lost friends.
and madi's right...my new friends aren't good for me, sorry if any of you actually read this ever.

i f-ing blame him, no not him, it. yeah. f it. ugh.