Dear John,

I just don't understand.
Less than a month ago, you promised we would stay best friends.
Then everything changed. Why does everything always have to change?
You don't treat me like a best friend. I'm barely treated like a friend half the time.
I just try to talk to you because you're the only friend I even want to talk to, but you just never seem to want to talk to me. How do you think I feel? How am I supposed to feel? Of course I'm upset; I can't help it. You promised. I thought it was real. I trusted you. Now I feel like I can't even speak to you, ever. I don't have anyone left. You were the only best friend who hadn't abandoned me, and now what do I do? I'm only fighting so hard because: You were the best best friend I had, I care about you more than anyone, and I love you.
I just want to start over. Erase the past month. I want to go back to how it used to be, before I messed up.
Please. Be my friend again. I need you. You keep me alive. You can keep me sane. You can make me happy.

You showed that you cared Or at least I thought you did...You stopped showing that you care...

i blame...